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hello guys. i just realize that it has been ages since the last time i updated my blog lol. i don't even remember i have a blog to take care of, i am sorry lol. i seriously deserve a slap and a punch in the face (just kidding, please don't xD).
time flies fast that i have been in university for a year+ and i am already in my 4th term. it's scary actually how time flies that fast, it feels like just yesterday i first entered university but now it has been a year. i have started getting used to university life and i have started to like it, although to be very honest university life is so tough and hard. 
lately i have been addicted to kdramas and random videos in youtube. i plan to create a blog where i will share my review of several kdramas or movies (okay i am still planning), but i know i will eventually abandoned it again just like my previous blogsssss i made lol but still i want to try out xD i will share it when i finish out designing and stuffs~ excitedly looking forward to it okay *wink* 
oh and lately i have been thinking about my fangirl life. i have realised that i am no longer excited to fangirl over kidols, yes if it's beast but for others no more. i don't even get updated as much as i used to anymore, i stopped reading news everyday instead i only read the news like 3 days or even sometimes a week once and eventually caused me to miss the latest news and stuffs. i have been thinking hard whether i should leave fangirl life or stay but i just haven't figured it out. hopefully i will figure out what i am going to do with my fangirl life in the near future~~ 

 

Because I miss school life more than anything :(

Few days ago I scroll through my blog and realised how diligent I used to be in updating blog, in a month I can update around 5 times or even more.. comparing it to now... i feel speechless lol nowadays I sometimes don't even once update in a month, sometimes I even left it un-updated for around 3 months or even more...

I have been thinking of the reason why it that so.... is it because i have grow older so I don't feel like updating the blog anymore or it's because I am way to lazy too? I personally don't even know why. so don't kill me :3 

I am still on break so I will probably share about the serials I watched lately, but I don't promise k. this is just a thought k. 

a month+ ago i remember telling you guys that i will be moving out from blogger and move to wordpress but i don't know what gets into me that i decided to stay :3

hello :3 a month and 4 days without post hehe. i have been quite busy lately tho i didn't attend school. 
i have been stressing much about university that i will attend in the future, i did apply for government scholarship program but didn't pass thru so i have to apply another government scholarship program and hoping that i will pass thru this time. 
let's just skip that not so good part.

so last saturday and sunday i went to temple to participate in dhamma talk which is so good and useful! absolutely useful! by attending this kind of dhamma talk it makes you learn a lot of things regarding life. i feel grateful for being able to attend the 2 days talk, i hope in the future i have another chance to attend something like this again. 
the talk starts from 8AM to around 6-7PM depends on the 'teacher' who delivers the topic. the second day took time from 8AM-8PM. even though it's kind of sleepy but still it's useful. 

i haven't been attending class recently because i feel bored being in the class doing nothing so i prefer staying at home spending my time reading novel and stuffs. 

graduation will be up on less than a month, is time flying? to be very honest, in one side i feel so excited for graduation but in another side i feel like i am not ready yet, absolutely not ready.

can you imagine one day when you wake up, you are no longer a student and don't have to go to school? when you used to go to school every weekdays? 

hello yes i am here again to update my blog. hehe  but today i am writing as a kpopers, which i am going to write all about kpop ;) 
2014 has been an unforgettable year for us kpoppers since a lot a lot of things happened, from the expected to the unexpected one. 
from dating news, dating rumors, scandals, dead, accident, lawsuit, marriage, hiatus, comeback rumors and a lot more. 

some of the most shocking news are like :
- yoona and lee seung gi are dating
- sooyoung and jung kyungho are dating
- nichkhun and tiffany are dating (my otp<3)
- taeyeon and baekhyun are dating (this actually causes a lot of hates to taeyeon and even she had to say sorry in the public :( while baekhyun? he did nothing -_- geez) 
- sulli and choiza are dating 
- shindong and nari broke up :( and then shindong caught dating with a model 
- sungmin and kim saeun are dating and not long after that they announced their wedding will be held on December 13th.... (this is probably the most sudden news i have ever received tbvh) 
- jessica rumored to be dating tyler kwon and will marry soon (but both denied it) then few weeks ago they are rumored to be living together in tyler's apartment in Hongkong (but again she denied it)
[when i know that jessica denied it, i am like "of course she will deny it, it's so impossible for her to clearly say that 'yes, we are living together' what do you think will happen eh? -___-"]
- kris rumored to be dating his movie's director but they both denied it (fiuhh~~)
- suzy rumored to be dating lee jongsuk but they both denied it (and guess what was the response of jongsuk? "i don't even know suzy and we never meet", i feel like laughing out loud xD)
- GD rumored to be dating Kiko Mizuhara since they both caught going to a date several times but no explanation regarding this rumor
- eric and na hyemi rumored to be dating but both agencies denied
- god made a comeback after 9 years
- fly to the sky made a comeback after 5 years
- leeteuk's father and grandparents passed away in a car accident
- leeteuk discharged from army and made a comeback with super junior after 2 years 
- shindong postponed his enlistment which is supposed to be this year to next year due to health problem
- bigbang rumored to have a comeback this year but postponed because of members' busy activities
- Ladies' Code involved in a car accident which caused two of the members passed away and the rest injured
- the two members are EunB who passed away after the accident and Rise who passed away 5 days after the accident
(this seriously broke my heart :( eventho i don't know them but this is so heartbreaking)
- wu yi fan or known more as Kris left exo after filed a lawsuit to SM due to unfair treatment
- luhan left exo too after filed a lawsuit to SM due to the same reason as kris
(but until now there is still no result for both)
- jiyoung and nicole officially left kara and then another new member joined kara which is heo youngji
- jessica left snsd (rumors said that she is being kicked out because she abandoned snsd  activities for her fashion line 'blanc & eclaire' but until now no clear clarification over this problem)
- jessica opened a fashion line 'blanc & eclaire' with his rumored boyfriend, tyler kwon
- a new member joined U-Kiss which is Jun
- sulli takes a hiatus from f(x)'s activites due to physical & mental problem
- f(x) stopped their red light promotions after sulli's hiatus
- park bom caught to be using drugs and sudden hiatus from 2ne1's activities (Yang Hyun Suk has given his statement regarding this, 
READ HERE!)
- kim hyun joong accused of beating his girlfriend, he then admitted to one of the accusations (at last his girlfriend forgive him and cancelled the accusations) 
(his girlfriend surely loves him a lot he willingly forgive him and forget everything.)
- red velvet's happiness music video controversy which cause SM to edit and publish the new one
- seungri involved in a car accident and being hospitalised for several days
- jb and staffs involved in a minor car accident 
- jyp sold his building and buy another bigger building 
- se7en and park hanbyul broke up after 12 years of relationship 
- park hanbyul and jung eun woo are dating 
- se7en discharged from army 
- BAP filed a lawsuit to TS due to the unfairness (still no result until today)
- thunder and lee joon officially left mblaq :( 
- mblaq rumored to continue as 3 or new members will be added 

i bet those are all that i can remember :3 

hopefully everything will be better in 2015 <3

hello people~~ 

hello xx i know i know 3 months with updating blog hehe. as you know laziness keep on attacking and out of topic to share so yeah... 

so week ago was my 17th birthday <3 omg i'm old already for real cause i'm already legal lol. get a lot of birthday wishes from my friends, thnakyou guys <3 
let's skip that.

report taking will be on 1st July but don't worry i'm not going to take it since yes my homeroom is no longer working there :( 

OH YEAH REMEMBERED SOMETHING... 
I'm going to tell the story of my last day being a senior high 2 student.

so the last 6 June was my last day of school and also the last of me being a senior high 2 student and also the last day of being in SH2 Blaise Pascal (my class's name) :( and the worst part is that was also the last of being with our homeroom, since he is not going to continue working there anymore.
that was really the happiest and saddest day ever, i can't actually describe how i feel exactly. 
as usual in the morning i arrived at school and went to class but that day i felt different when i entered the class because it really was the last time already. we started our day with taking selfie together by using tiniya's monopod (forgive us for being too 'narsis' and pst it's putri's idea okay lol) then continued by watching insidious 2 but idk how it ended up became twilight breaking dawn part 2 but i enjoyed though (how steffie and cynthia fangirling so hard over taylor lautner) then boredom started attacking when the movie finished but then we decided to borrow tiniya's laptop and ended up me, . herlina and jessica watching snsd's hello baby until lunch (even during lunch time we took photos as well and it's cynthia and ciput's idea btw lol), then after lunch we decided to go to library and again selfie taking's session again together (minus tiniya and njw because they are busy practising for open house), starting from where the super huge bears are placed until to the very back of the library which nobody there and ended up by sitting on the table taking silhouette's pic. it's already 2.30 so we decided to go down and prepared to do a surprise for njw's birthday (actually her birthday wasn't on that day but the day after tomorrow but because we are already on holiday so yeah we decided to do a surprise for her first), we planned to throw flour into her and splash her with water (btw we did this in the class which cause our class are in a super big mes), we also gave her cake, all these things cause njw turned into a cake girl lol (btw happy belated birthday buddy). at last, everybody are already going home because it's already 3 but we the girls together with marcelleo and pradana managed to stay in the class because we are going to give a scrapbook and photo album to Mr.Andi as the last gift before holiday :( aside from that me, herlina, jessica, bm and cynthia also gave him a wallet because we (me, herlina, jessica and bm) didn't join the farewell party with mr. andi. 

that day we seriously took a lot of photos, a lot okay a lot but it's okay since it will never happen again :( 

even now i miss that day already, i miss how we laugh together, fangirl together, took photos together, smile together, disturbed njw and turned her into a cake girl together and everything.

for me SH2-Blaise Pascal is super fun class, since a lot of different kinds of people are inside, the good one, the smart one, the annoying one, the lazy one, the sleepy head one, the creative one, the kind one, the one who always disturb the teacher, the one who always create a joke and make all of us laugh, the quiet one, the noisy one and others. 
(fyi this class really remind me of my jh3 class..)

hopefully in the next class we can do the same thing again, we can remain like this. 
i am done with the story. 

orientation day will be on 12 June and i wonder who will be our homeroom and where our class will be placed, hopefully not in the same level anymore. hehe. i also wonder will there be any new student or not. 

UH YEAH I FINALLY GET TO UPDATE THIS BLOG. (ROUND OF APPLAUSE FOR ME xx) 

hello. i know im finally back after i abandoned my blog for about two months. i was supposed to update about my trip to Singapore but laziness keeps on attacking and the worse is that i was on examination week so yeah postponed my post, will probably post it next time when i'm not lazy. but dont take it wrong kay, it's not only because im lazy but it's also because all of the photos taken are still in my phone and i havent figured out the way to move it to the computer so yeah.. you know..

lately i have been thinking a lot about what to take in university, im in dilemma between medical science or interior design. i still cant figure out which one to take.. i know i still have another year to think but somehow it's better to make a decision earlier so i can prepare more. 

and lately i havent been talking to two of my friends, we just suddenly turned to strangers. actually i dont really like that kind of situation but what can i do? tbvh im actually taking this as a way God reminds me to focus more on studying rather than talking/gossiping, actually by this problem i can study and focus more on the lessons taught by teacher because i didnt talk as much as i used to. 
im feeling much better after i update this blog at least i have already taken out all of the burdens in my head. im feeling much more relieved now. 

hello people ;) how's your holiday? talking about holiday, it reminds of school that is about to start in less than 5 days /cries/ i want a longer holiday but i know it's impossible.
let just skip about school and stuffs.

have i told you that on last tuesday my cousin come to my house, i think i had told you so i have some pictures taken with her  and im going to share it here just incase one day it will get lost.